I grew up (part-time) on a small hobby cattle farm. My dad had a cow/calf operation with less than 10 head at a time. My fondest memories as a child were on that cattle farm. Feeding the cows, refilling water tanks or just watching them graze. My father, an agriculture teacher at the time, instilled a passion in me for livestock, but not any livestock- cows. That passion only grew bigger when the farm was eventually sold. I spent years yearning for that feeling again, the feeling of joy that owning cattle gave me. I continued to study them throughout my high school and college years. I, even, specifically earned a beef science certificate during time in college for my own knowledge. I dreamt that one day I would feel that joy again from owning my own cattle.
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My Medical Statistics: Diagnosis: Major Depression Disorder PTSD (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder) Severe Generalized Anxiety Disorder Prescription: Clonazepam 1mg Psychiatrist: Psychologist: Moeller, Myers and Associates, Sterling, IL Archives
November 2018
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